Dreams

Last night was the first time I have had a nightmare about reinjuring my knee in almost six months. In my nightmare I was back at my first game I played last season. It was at Queens out door turf and our last game of our season opener tournament. The rain was coming down so hard I could barley see up the pitch form the water hitting off my face.

In my dream I was standing on the cold raining pitch unable to see more then a few feet in front of me. I started to run for the try line with out any of my fellow lady hawks around. Out of nowhere I was blind sided with a tackle to my right knee then another from the left at the same time.

I woke up before I hit the ground in my dream; my knee was in so much pain that it felt I had tour my ligaments again. My whole body was stiff with fear as I slowly sat up in my bed to look at my knee. It seem my fears haven’t passed even after three years.